i haven't seen my boyfriend in four weeks, and we haven't talked in 3 days. i can't believe how much i miss him () he's the sweetest guy ever, and he's been so busy with school... i can't force myself into his daily life. he needs to focus on college right? i mean... i get to see him in 92 days... i can last... i hope... is it pathetic that i'm keeping track? i feel pathetic. my friends don't like him, so i don't get to talk about him to them as much as i would like. they don't understand the depth to which i love him... it's such torture... sorry if anybody actually reads this... i just needed to vent.